You being an 18 year old male (i assume) probably have had 4 or 5 girlfriends and always have at least 4 friends you can name off the top of your head. I however am a complete loner I have never had a friend or let alone a girlfriend. I assume this will be my life for ever and ever. My only sexual encounter was one with a "friend" who i REALLY hated. She was the skankiest nastiest bitch ever to have lived and i never want to revisit that moment. However things did change for my life.

Just the other day a really hot girl that i had known from school walked up to talk to me. It was little small talk. Me, being social awkward as fuck didn't contribute to much of the "conversation". I just wanted her to leave, as hot as she was(and that i would never forget that a GIRL talked to me) i don't like talking to people especially because i know she is only talking to me to mock me. So I start walking and try to shake her off. It didn't work she just followed me and eventually she told me to stop. I almost wasn't going to but i did anyway. She wasn't quiet the bitch other girls in my school were, i could almost say she was nice. When she stopped me she asked ME out to a popular boys party for some reason.

Lost in confusion and disbelief i said yes. I thought it about all day and Friday (the party was on Saturday).I dress with $5 plain color shirts at wal mart and again i am not very social. How cold i fit in a party or how could i possibly be asked out by one of the hotter girls from my school. The house i was going to was a generic "bro" pop collar,sun glasses,axe body spray, and everything. So i don't know if he would be ok seeing me there. I thought FUCK IT i never get to do anything or be happy. I thought that this time for one night i could just have fun and i might even get laid in the process.

The party was tonight and i knew where the guys house was. I drove up and someone opened the door for me. It was the bro throwing the party, he looked me up and down and laughed and said "Hey man your finally here". The girl who invited me was right behind me and she tried to talk to me a little. I did let up and try to tell a few jokes which seemed to work. Everything was going great for me. I was so glad i had gone to this. After a few beers the girl invited me to a closet (she said all the bed rooms were taken) to fuck.

Game was being played in my head. I couldn't believe that i was about to have sex after never having any real contact with someone. We got naked and she told me that she had a weird futa fetish ( i was surprised she knew what that was) so she made we strap on a cat tail and put on cat ear berets. What ever really, she liked it and it didn't bother me. Just as i was about to go down to fuck her (she was on her back on a cart table, it was a big closet) she whips up her leg and kicks me right in the balls. God it was the worst pain i could ever imagine but as she did it she open the closet doors. This closet was in the middle of the bros house and had large doors on both sides.

So there i was with these furr accessories on in front of 100 or so kids that i know. Grabbing my balls i looked up at her while she laughed at me. I just couldn't believe this. I had always thought when a girl asked me out she was just fucking with me and i told her no. The one time i decide to say yes it was a prank. Cell phones all popping up getting a picture of my hairy ass. "You actually thought i would fuck you" is what the girl said and what i will hear every time i feel sad. Her boyfriend(i didn't know she had one at the time) comes over with a blanket and walks her up stairs no doubt to fuck her. I get up and pretty much my dignity didn't have much density so i just huddled in my car and drove for hours and hours. Just replaying every scene in my head at what had happened at the party. I fell into self loathing i thought i would never sink. I put my clothes on and walked back into my house.

My parents said "Wow you were out all night you must have partied hard haha". "OH ya mom it was kinda crazy but fun" was my lie. "Well im glad we got you out of the house ha ha"
I ran up in my room and just stared at the ceiling all day and decided to never ever try and do something fun again.

But what was really strange was when i read the first word of the first 5 paragraphs of this story.